May 9th

So I just finished watching Tess of the D'Ubervilles. I knew the ending but it's still sad. Such a good story. Had thoughts about the links between Robbie & Cecelia from Atonement, Othello and Desdemona, Romeo and Juliet and Tess and Angel. Seperated by death but also FATE. If Robbie had sent the right letter, if Cassio hadn't copied the handkerchief, if Romeo had waited a few seconds longer and if Angel and Tess had got together after they saw each other the first time. So sad.

ALSO, the end of school! Sounds shallow, but when I got to 6th form, I bought so many clothes 'cause I was finally able to express myself through my clothes. So now I feel like I should wear them all. Starting tomorrow. Can't wait. When you wear nice clothes, you feel so much better.

Sad about it all ending, still got exams and prom though. But excited for the future. And I've got a much better chance of keeping in touch with friends. So that's good. Makes you appreciate what you have. So yes. Newness.

Just gotta get 2 A's and a B, at least in my exams. Wish me luck!